Ecstatic And Grateful Feeling

Recently, I've been blogging about my new job. The satisfaction I've got there compared to my previous job at Playa del Rey was really amazing and I cannot complain anymore. It is much better compared to Playa and I am very very happy because in as much as I wanted to celebrate, I just wanted to keep mum about it and just thank God for the awesome guidance He always given me. I couldn't be more thankful about it.

I could freely express the love of my job there. I am always busy but it's the kind of being busy because I love what I'm doing. Because I wanted to be busy because I love doing little things that kept me busy all the time. It's a great feeling and pleasure that I have to do things that I love to do. I'm so blessed to have taken this job regardless that I do hard stuff. Because I love what I am doing, I took it and now I am very happy.

I didn't expect it that I can adjust to this job fast. It's just a coincidence that I know what I am doing and that I am very adept at many things because of the length of experience that I have gotten. And the clear picture of being thrown anywhere and being branded as multi-tasking was even smooth talking although I am just implying it. No harm done here. Sorry for those who were offended.

Now that every thing was being settled well, I can now breathe with ease because I am quite accustomed to what I needed to do on my shift. It wasn't hard really and it's very exciting. Although it could be a drag sometimes but at least I am enjoying what I am doing and I have no qualms about it.

Life is too short and you'll never know what is coming. You cannot just downplay about the situation but to know how to maneuver things in order to achieve your ideal goals in the end. Although things may be quite rough sometimes yet I always believe that there is always a way, though how major or minor it is, to achieve your goals. It will sometimes be challenging but in the end it will yield a satisfied feeling that the battle with be at day.

Yeah, I didn't regret going to Sharon Care Center. At least I've made that crucial decision to transfer there. Now I know that every thing has a reason. Got always works in mysterious times, places, and situation. And I'm a firm believer that it will happen at the right condition.

I felt so blessed that every thing was smooth and that the ending was a success. It was a blissful feeling to feel that I didn't made a bad decision and that I did not regret my decisions. I did face the consequences of it but all in all it was a very promising transfer. I had a feeling that every thing will turn out good at my new job. Can't complain so far.......

Random Blissful Feeling

I know I am so pumped up to tell you a certain story but it seems that I really have nothing inside my finicky head. I don't know where this euphoric feeling had came but I overwhelmingly felt so elated right now. Have you ever had a feeling of "glowsomeness", a feeling of being glowy and handsome at the same time, and that feeling just kept you going all day? It's odd, right?

But anyways, whatever it is, I guess it invites a pompous celebration. I really don't know what to call that feeling but to me it's just quite a high feeling of maddening euphoria. It could be from a lot of factors but oh well, I can't complain being extremely happy at all. How about you? Are you complaining for being sickeningly happy? Not really, I guess huh!

Everybody has the right to be happy. Happy in a sense of being free of mundane worries.... a complete moment to just hilariously smile about something.... to celebrate gaily with something special and somebody who is awesome..... to definitely savor and grandiosely enjoy the auspicious moment of triumphant joy.... to be endlessly blissful with all the beautiful things that had came my way.... and to joyfully celebrate with the people that had wonderfully blessed me all throughout my promising life's career..... and many more surprising situations and events that had wonderfully brighten up my unending day. It was an infinite and unfathomable definition of such a mysterious yet magical word but can't complain about that because conquering such feeling is indeed rewarding.

Clarity of life brings a wonderful happiness to everyone. You know where your uncharted direction is.... you know what to do next..... you know what to expect on something or someone. The real purpose is pretty imminent and that it gives you a vivid picture of your yet undetermined destiny. Indeed, happiness is bliss to some.... contentment to others...... success to a little few...... fulfillment to many...... peacefulness to someone who seeks it.... eternal rest to the repose.....and many more meaningful facets of life.

To me I just cannot describe how I feel personally but I feel that I have to mindfully savor the unexpected and surprising moment, for I know that it is irrevocably fleeting and temporary. And I eternally thanked God that sometimes I got to feel this kind of unexplainable emotions because I really felt strongly that it had fleetingly made me more inspired..... strong..... willful..... searching.... thirsty..... and contented everyday.

Yeah, I am just a simple dreamer.... a stubborn follower...... a willful listener.... an ambitious adventurer..... and it wont budge me to stop dreaming and aiming high because I know it is free and that nobody will take it away from me. Sometimes we needed one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent work in order to fulfill our dreams and aspirations. And I won't stop till I achieve those goals and single handedly reap the fruits of my toils and diligence. Take it from someone who is there and someone who had experienced it personally so that everything will be smooth and problem free along the way.

It's just a great feeling to be blissful and nothing is wrong about it. I am just so overwhelmed and that it needed me to celebrate and show to the whole world that I am very happy and contented of what I have right now..... of what I have accomplished in my life...... of what I had offered to all that had touched my life..... and what I did to continue serving my God, my family, my friends, and my patients who were all instrumental in my growth.... my maturity.... and my success.

Life is indeed a field of great opportunities and that the feelings, emotions, and happiness is always the very most popular reactions that goes along with it. And a promising package of it, is an apt bonus to my journey to blissfulness. Glad that I am happy at times. Bon vivant!

Euphoric Moments

I'm quite happy where I am working now. I guess I have the liberty to do my own as an ADON. Although there were some quite annoying people around, as long as they don't bother me, I'm fine with it. So far they were harmless to me. Now, I can breath real deep and feel the joys of working alone with autonomy and authority.

I guess my aura is a very quiet person who does things without even being told. I am quite contented with the liberty the DON have given me. I'm very very happy indeed!

I'm glad I've made the abrupt decision of transferring to Sharon care Center from Playa del Rey Center. I am so blessed that God had guided me all along. I have waited for the sign that He gave me but it seems there's none but I have listened to my gut instinct and had believed in my entire feelings.

Having set-up myself for an interview with Joane through my friend Jessica I did not expect to show up despite that I felt lazy that time. I felt that my feet had dragged me all along to meet with Joane and eventually with Isaac who offered me a much higher rate compared to the one I have in Playa del Rey Center.

With luck and a little recommendation from a dear friend I have gotten all those surprising offers which to me is the best opportunity and huge chance to better my career. I am so blessed enough to have met all those wonderful people that had surrounded me for years. I felt to loved and blessed I guess.

My other job was also very nice and stable despite I am late for two hours because I have to commute from West Los Angeles to Central Los Angeles. My DON had no qualms at all as long as I show up and not call off it's fine with her. Which of course I always did.

I never stood up the staffing at work so it doesn't even bother her if I am late for two hours. She understood that I have another job and that I am saving money for my travels. I thank God to have met her and that she is just my second mother who always understands me with unconditional guidance. I thanked her for her extreme understanding about my part, and she was very accepting about it. Her husband was my co-worker at the other job so she knows where I am standing right now.

So today, I celebrated my jovial day and very appreciative of everything that had happened to me. Of all the graces and luck that had came my way. I am very emotional I guess, because all along God had never left me in my times of adversities and trials. I am glad that I did not waver but instead stood up and fought the high tides of life. I am a brave person and despite of all the tribulations I have met in my life I am still the same person people knew me before.

I will not change and that I will still be more open to constructive criticisms and that I will be more resilient to any challenges that will come my way. Success is not permanent at all.

As I see some of my patients who were very successful in their lives, one had caught me attention. She was a very talkative person in the building and always very polite and jovial. One day she was just not talking and it seems real odd because there was no distinctive voice that had reverberated inside the activity. That means that every thing here on earth is temporary or not solidly permanent.

just being thankful for being lucky and blessed. Thank you Lord for every thing. If I have to describe it in one word, it will be "Sarap1" Luv ya guys! Hehehehehehe .......

Sensibilities

It seems that I am tired of working double now. I guess it's just normal to feel like that especially that I was been working very hard after I came back from vacation. All those times I was so exhausted. I feel that I was been cursed and that my life was been turning all over upside down.

Even though how much I tried to be happy still I am haunted by my eerie past mistakes and it had really affected me in all aspects of my life. In retrospect, I felt that the riff between me and my sister had really and greatly affected my life to a point that it had really escalated to a bad situation of my life.

Despite the fact that I have forgiven her, implyingly, I think it didn't even bear any weight at all because I couldn't be at peace at all times. It seems that I am always restless, not content, and after that gets tired easily. I guess I was been asked to pay heavily for my irascibilities and impulsiveness. Maybe it was karma indeed.

My God, what have I done to have suffered like this. It seems that I am not at peace at all. I am always erratic and couldn't think all the time. I always neglect about myself emotionally, financially, physically, and psychologically. All I have worked and earned had no bearing. And I had progressed economically still I am not a happy person.

Yeah, I am trying to fathom and discern what I am feeling right now, and yet I am blogging here, but I couldn't really think what to do and what to say. All I do now is just to follow what I wanted to do and just let myself drift to where my feet is leading me. It's all up to fate I guess.

I mean I have schedules but it seems that I am stuck to follow and abide it as long as I am always on the move and have accomplished something for that day. It's kinda monotonous but I am liking the steady rhythm of it. I am just accustomed to it and I guess I am just contented by it.

I feel that I am stagnant and that I am stuck to the hole that I solely dug up. It gets deeper and deeper and that there is no way out now. As if I'm getting buried to it at all despite of the struggles that I yielded along the way to escape from it but to no avail. I am super scared!

The sensibleness of it was very apparent and that I am feeling the vibe already. I couldn't do anything but to follow the flow, wave, or frequencies where it will lead me, so that I can know the real answer to it. But it seems that the way through is a tasky, rough, and full of vulnerability that I needed to wear in order to face the biting truth of reality.

So now I am blogging it to vent out my pent up emotions and reservations. I am really confuse as to where I lead myself but no matter what happen I will still pray and hope that every thing will be okay. Life is always tough and fall short of things but as long as it keeps going, I am just contented I guess.

Hard And Tough Personal Decision

I am at work right now. Since we don't have admission it's kind of inert right now. I have nothing to do. I might have been bored so I opted to do some blogs, since I haven't been here for quite a while. I am just plainly insane so just bear with me, okay.

Yeah, I started in my other job right, and my administrator was kinda restless because I think he made a mistake in giving me the base rate for my salary. Now he was kind of offering me the position as a salaried employee. Yeah, I know what you're thinking but I am very much aware of what he was trying to lay out to me.

He just cannot stop his edginess, he even connived with my DON who kinda very obedient to him as well, but he didn't know that she was also pro for my decision. So she just put a mask on her face and explained to me obediently what's in her mind just to make it so convincing to him and me but I already know the risks and benefits of both salaried and hourly so in order to make him believe that I am undecided I asked him to give me a 24 hour leeway to think about it then I will give him my decision after that.

I immediately posted my questions on Facebook and asked my friends for some enlightenment about the pros and cons between a salaried paid and hourly paid employee and I have various bright inputs and ideas as well as some very convincing disadvantages and advantages as well.

I kind of weighed in my ideas and decisions to all the comments sent to my post and I am very enlightened by them. Good thing I have the chance to make it known and shared my confusion online and on the social media, and that I had very huge positive results as well.

The following day when I reported at work I was so busy. I've been spinning like a wooden top around the building trying to carry out orders and help out other nurses regarding patient issues. It's very chaotic that day. Close to the end of the shift one of the patient act up to elope and we have to keep an eye on him. He was already outside the facility and we were convincing him to go back inside the building but he doesn't want to.

My administrator was been begging him literally to come back but to no avail. Finally, one of the ladies asked him to go inside to sign for his release and there we kind of breathe well after that.

I was tasked by my DON to call the PET Team so I made a series of calls until I got someone to take the resident. I was lucky, but then it was already the end of my shift when that culminated so I endorse it to the next supervisor. And I didn't even have a chance to talk to the administrator about my decision.

The following day, he got the chance to corner me at the nurse's station. So without further ado I told him instantly about my decision to be hourly paid compared to being salaried. There without any fuss he accepted my decision fair and square without any fuss.

Fro there, I can breathe well now. I hope he wasn't hurt about my decision. I think he is kind of more understanding enough about my decisions because he didn't even asked the erason why I chose it. He was very very professional as well which I really dig a lot. I hope he will stay humble as ever. Thank you and ciao!

My Last Day At Playa Del Rey Rehab Center

Just couldn't contain my excitement to go to Sharon Care Center on Monday. Today was my last day at Playa del Rey Care Center and as a get away party my DON organized a party for me, who is leaving the facility and also for Sandra, the kitchen supervisor for her birthday. It was a very nice and simple get together party.

My DON had made sumptuous spaghetti(Filipino style) for everybody and also bought Popeye's crispy and spicy chicken which was a hit and some of the department heads brought desserts. It was a successful lunch party which every body had enjoyed. Some didn't even know that I was leaving and they were surprise because I did not say anything to them. I just kept it to myself and had only told few people about it.

Some were telling me that they were growing fond of me already and that they felt betrayed because I did not told them in the first place. Some said that they will miss me a lot because I was very easy to be approached for them, and that I am very helpful with them especially in helping them if they have problems with their patients, I was always the one who talked to their patients to just smoothen the simple problems they have.

I had told them the reason why I am leaving, because I live far from Playa and that I have to endure more hours to drive in working at Playa compared to Sharon Care which is only ten to fifteen minutes from my apartment. I am glad that they had understood my situation and plight. And that they had sympathize with me all through out. It bleeds my heart leaving the building where in I am fond already of my co-workers and now that I know my crush's name.

Actually, my crush was new here and I cannot stand and help myself leaving this place because I set a mission to get his name before I leave. He was young, handsome, and very "mestizo". Everyday when I come to work I couldn't help to giggle every time he passed by the station. My day is always complete everytime I saw him. I couldn't ask for more but to see him everyday to give me inspiration in coming to work just to see him. It was a very shallow alibi but at least I am inspired and that I am very productive at work.

I think I am ready to leave the place. At least I don't have to deal with the delusional Mario Lotino and that I am not anymore being harassed, bullied, and underestimated by him. As if everytime I am with him I am so small and that he always feels that he's the best of the best. But oh well, those were the good old days and now I have another environment to mingle with and be more content with all the time.

Aahhh...... I am so itchy to leave now and that counting the minutes to the end seems like forever to me. I am so grateful to this place and now that I own my freedom against the reins of my most hated person who used me and dragged me to the gutter, I couldn't be more thankful but very much appreciative to my clever decision to transfer.

Que sera sera...... as what the famous song of my childhood. It keeps ringing to my mind all the time especially at this times that I am about to be nostalgic of my stay here at Playa del Rey Center. Can't really complain but to be more hopeful and fateful of what will happen in the future. Life is always a given and it's up to us to enrich it. Oh well, good luck to me!

Happily, Merrily, And Joyfully Blending At Work

I started officially as an ADON, Unit Manager, and Supervisor at Sharon Care Center last Monday and I couldn't be happier because I love where I am now. My new DON was very nice and approachable and I am blessed that God had given me the opportunity to work there with some very nice people around. I also like the administrator Isaac who is very very cool and approachable. I just cannot contain my excitement that day.

I got introduced during the stand up meeting and I was there listening to the rundown of the meeting. It was cool to belong there and I am very content with everything. Hopefully I can bring some good relationship with the staff and will give them the chance to grow under my tutelage. It's really worth compensating to work with incredible people and that I am much more indebted to them because in the first place I wanted some challenges in my life and here I am looking more frenetic and conspicuous about the situation.

It was a tough decision for me to leave Playa del Rey because I already get used to the routines there but what really made me decide is that Sharon Care Center had given me the opportunity to belong to a facility which I can share my wit and vigor as a nurse. The money issue was another plus and also the closeness of my apartment from the place. Those were the factors that triggered me to come to Sharon Care Center and I didn't regret my decisions.

At least I am away from the clutches of Mario who always bullied me at Playa and that I can concentrate on what I am doing. It cannot be denied that there will be another Mario Lotino in the other building but at least I don't have to hear his shrill voice which always made me annoyed and shaky with "gigil". I don't know but I need to stay away from negativity.

Yeah, at least I am not there anymore and that I have a new family now. I can sense that things will eventually work out in the new place. My DON had already praised me for what I am doing and that I am very very excited to share what I am feeling and thinking. I cannot wait to share my experiences and skills to the nursing staff. It would be an exciting and interesting experiences for everybody. Thank you Lord for being with me despite of all the atrocities and trials that I had.

Right now, I must be more anticipating to what's n store every day. Everyday will be always fantastic and enjoyable. I will never devote to any dreaded feeling of lazinesss and deceit. I will be more productive and skillful in every way. I will be more stronger and smarter in what I do. I will be more cautious and careful in dealing with my colleagues and co-workers. I will be more patient and inspiring to all that needed my assistance and guidance. I will be more complacent and curious to everyone and anyone who were more distant to me. All in all I just wanted to be blending in with no negativity.

That's all I am asking and I don't have to worry with all the world's dark surroundings. Life is a bitch and it's up to me how to handle it. In the end it should be me who will really decide my fate but I am always praying that I could last against the tides and emerge successful in the end. Hopefully, life will be better and fresher and kinder and eager. That's all I can ask for and nothing else!