Looming Investment

Things was not quite remarkable these days. I don't know what to do when something amiss happened. My thoughts are in chaos especially right now. The problem with my little sister added to the weight of it.

I don't know why I worry so much about other people's problems when in fact I myself have some deep personal problems. I am quite a worrier with the fact the other people's problems affects me. 

Now I have bigger problems especially with this crypto investment. Now it dawned on me how dangerous it is to invest your money in this type of dealings. But oh well I am already there and I still have  to see if I gained or not. I'm on the process of requesting a payment for some investment interest so I hope this will be approved smoothly after I turn in the 20% commission before I withdraw it.

It will be a win-loss-win situation wherein I win because of having accumulated some high ROI and loss a little money for the commission and then get the rewards of the investment after receiving the payout. But the payout is still remains to be seen. Hopefully, I will have it. But if not, I will consider myself getting ponzied. Haist. 

Well, I am excited about the outcome of the crypto investment and so far it keeps gaining. My Robinhood was also gaining and my Acorn account just keeps accumulating. I never wished to retire early but if my nest eggs will be enough to enjoy my life at a young age then I might retire. We'll see then. 

I am so desperate to retire because I am tired of working here and being away from my family and friends. I never imagined I will be living alone and now it is reality.  I wish I could enjoy my life better before I will lose my memory and sensibilities. It is quite ironic if the opposite happens because I still have a lot of dreams to fulfill, places to go, and things to enjoy. 

Pandemic Worries

Time is really a bore nowadays, in a pandemic. Traveling was been halted, movies and malls were close, even gathering were been banned. What should I do now?

It's been months now that traveling was been halted and life was never been exciting. I am itching to travel already but I if do I have to endure the consequences. So to prevent any complications I have to stay put at home and just focus at work.

What must I do? In order to amuse myself I have to drive to an area where there were less people for example a sanctuary in a beach, or hike a trail alone, or probably go to a secluded where I can think alone or listen to sad songs  in my ear pods.

Nothing that exciting but I have to just settle for any less. That's how to pass up the boredom. Sometimes I have to play some wordscapes or watch some movie in Netflix, Hulu, Asian Crush or just browse some vlogs in YouTube. The latter was the most sought past time if you must know.

Now that the restrictions were been loosen and the dine-in restrictions for restaurants were been lifted simultaneously I guess the world will start to open soon for traveling. And that I cannot wait because as soon as the curtain will be lifted I will be the first one to fly.

Oh how I wish I could travel again and be back to my old ways of exploring places I never seen and been. That's what I miss a lot and I can't wait to do it again as the world starts to lift those travel restrictions gradually and that people can be back of doing what they love to do and places they wish to go.

It might be sweet talking for now but for sure the world will open up eventually. Although things might not be the same again as before people will still travel despite the odds. And yes, there might me some changes in society dynamics yet people will learn to adapt to protect their health and well being.

Despite what the odds are still I am optimistic about the future of traveling and I am also here to adapt to some changes in the guidelines and to enjoy what I rally want to do which is exploring places and learning varieties of culture and norms in the places that I will go.

Things do change and evolve and so the habits that people always want to do changes in order to conform with society's norm for a progressive future.

Investing On Binary

One time there's a guy who approached me online of investing on binary coins. At first, I was very skeptical and asked why he was insistent of having me invest. I asked a lot of questions and I really gave him a hard time. And I thought, there's is nothing that gonna be lost if I try. So this was the start.

I invested $500 first and on the third day I saw that it grew more than 3 grands so I told the guy that I'll gonna add another $500 and my principal was increased to $1000. Then money just kept pouring everyday.

Then one day I got an email from the company that I needed to pay $413 for the maintenance fee and $620 for the security fee. I was doubted about it but since the principal money have grown I paid the dues even though I was skeptical and have a feeling that something is strange.

I paid the dues then after three days, I got another email that they lost the signal and that my investment is only growing slowly and that I also noticed that it was slowly adding up. So in order to get another good signal I was to pay $2000.

I spoke to my agent and told him that I cannot come up with the money and made a little drama to him that the money I invested was a loan from a friend. And that I can't afford to borrow any money anymore. I told him that I am panicking that time and my asthma had surfaced again making me hard of breath so I needed to go to urgent care.

Two days after my agent called me and asked if I came up with the money and I told him that I cannot afford to spent money like that and that I told him that I don't have any money at hand and that I don't want to loan any money at all.

I told him honestly about my skepticism when I joined this venture and that I never had any chance to learn or here about the hidden fees being discharge. And he told me that I am currently earning now and I have already money.

I told him that I have a principle of counting the eggs without hatching yet. So he told me if I can come up with half and he will pay for the other half. I was surprised why he said that so I accepted his offer.

Two things came in my mind: 1.) whether he was the one making the charges teaching me that I have money on the way and 2.) that he was sincere about him volunteering to pay the other half of the fee.

But I think he was very sincere in helping me financially because to him, he said that my investment had been and will be growing exponentially once the new signal is activated. Despite his sincerity, I still cannot brush off my skepticism..

So I decided to just go with the flow and observe if he is true to his words. Hopefully things will work out well for me. So help me God!!!

To date my investment ROI is $8616.00 and still growing. We'll see after tomorrow when he turned it the payment for the signal acquisition. I am just counting on his reassurance that the trade was legit. Hoping that he was truthful for all that he told me. Will keep you posted in the future blog, especially when I am officially financial secured.

Maybe, this was just the start of everything. Oh how I wish I don't have to  worry and be a skeptic about the fast happenings. Please guide me Lord. Amen.