You'll Be The Judge

Yeah, it's been repeatedly done and I am guilty of such faulty ways of mishandling myself. I mean sometimes it took time for me to tick that I made a very very decision that had put me into some kind of major dilemma. Now it had really surmounted into a highly classified dilemma that I myself felt couldn't get out of it. But blame it on me for causing such havoc to myself and my life.

I felt the shiver of the effects of my bad decisions. My piety to punish myself in working too hard had really gave a toll on me. Even handling my finances had really strained me for doing it because honestly I don't have time because for me rest is all I needed after working so much hours everyday and all I think is to just recoup some energy by just resting it away.

Little that I know that I had neglected my usual responsibilities and chores like paying my bills and cleaning my apartment because I was just too tired from work and that all I just wanted is to go to sleep. I didn't even have time to just sit down and have time for myself to account my money and expenses. I just totally neglected all these financial responsibilities to the extent of forgetting to pay my bills despite of the money I've earned from my work.

Now, some credit companies had went after me and took advantage of this negligence by suing me for the money that they have lost from my lack of response to them despite of calling me several times in a day just to make me annoyed and pushed me to the limits of annoying them back by not paying the bills. To a point that these calls had turned into a major harassment that instill a threat to myself and to my credit rating.

I suffered a toll from ignoring their constant nagging by making them destroy my credit history and bottomed it down to the hilt. It didn't bother me either because to me I didn't have that much property to loan money in the first place and that it can really hinder me from borrowing money because I hate doing it anyway.

Now, that I was sued by the bank that had harassed me several times through the phone, I found a way of countersuing them for affecting me psychologically and mentally. In the end God had helped me majorly, despite of some setbacks that had really effected my so downtrodden life. Haist.

I just have to slap myself and wake up that the reality is always harsh and I have to deal with it amicably. Which to me, has a much sense and value. But in the end it is my decision anyway and me alone and nothing else.

Stretching Limit

Call me crazy but I went to work sick. I may have had fever but I did not bother because I just don't want to frustrate myself for it. I felt so frozen that I really don't know what I have. I guess I have infection.

I wish I could leave early tonight because of my condition but it seems that the chances are nill because we have two or three admissions coming. We'll see though, if worse comes to worse I might give it up and get some much needed and deserved rest that I should have.

I might check myself as to where I could held on. If I could managed it at home then I will do that. I think I was just tired and the impact of working so long hours (you have no idea) in five or six days will churn your stomach.

Well, this might be the awakening of my selfishness or shall we say being greedy. In the end God let us remind that we only have one body which should be considered holy.

Will all those tiring work days I have I guess I reached to a certain point that my body gave up. Telling me, "That's enough!" How ironic! or maybe moronic yeah.

Hopefully, everything will be okay tomorrow and I will keep you posted. Please remind me to stop overdoing things because sometimes I have no control of myself. Thank you in advance... yeah!

Kinda Like It

Well, it seems that I have lagged with my blogging lately. I apologize for the long absence though but I have been very very busy trying to juggle my hectic schedules. My goal right now is to keep working and saving money for my next travel adventure. And I kinda like it because I kept myself busy all the time, rather than doodling at home without any production value.

I am very pumped up and inspired for my very ambitious travel plans. Ever since I started traveling, I kind of hooked to it and my mind was always reeling and seeking to travel despite of the veracities of the reality in it. But oh well, adventure could not be meaningful if you don't risk or challenge yourself to it. That's the essence of traveling, to venture for more danger but in a safe manner. Depends on the kind of danger you're looking for I guess, hahaha.

But anyways, I am super inspired and I am building my savings to the max so that I can realize what I needed to do when I am traveling. At least I have to set goals first and plan out flexibly so that everything will run smoothly when the right time comes. I needed to lay out what I needed to do and what I expected to experience during my travels. Traveling could be fun if it's being planned out well. And that's what I gonna do exactly.

The intractableness of the time and money poses some hindrance to my plans albeit I will just cautiously steer my course gradually so that I can achieve optimum realization of my temporary cause. I'm just excited to do it and sometimes I am uncontrollable but cautious and careful I guess. But yes, it really needs careful planning and constant checking as well as consistent reminding that I needed to educate myself about the places I'm going to so that the enjoyment in the end will be capped maximally.

My travels will start in Bogota, Colombia then will continue to Quito, Ecuador then to Lima, Peru trying to enjoy and feel each city and capital for each country then from Lima will prollie take a train going to Cusco, Peru to see the famous Macchu Picchu by the Inca civilization. Then from Cusco I will go back to Lima and then fly to La Paz, Bolivia and stay there overnight then the following day will tour to Sucre, Bolivia which is the second capital of the country, wherein Bolivia was known for its two capitals. From Sucre I will fly to Santiago, Chile down the Andes Mountains the following day to stay for a night and browse the famous city for one day.

From Santiago I will board a private plane and fly to the well known Easter Island to see the relics of the Incan head statues scattered all over the islands. Their existence was a mystery and that I have to find out when I am there. After browsing the island to unveil its mystery I will fly back to Santiago and then stay overnight then the following day I will fly to Mendoza, Argentina to feel the essence of the Southern American wine country. I will enjoy eating some tapas and steak there and of course imbibe myself with their famous wine and also explore their rich gaucho culture.

After Mendoza I will head to the capital city, Buenos Aires the following day and then enjoy the vast amenities there and also explore the tango and football culture of the city. From Buenos Aires I will take a ferry and cross the silver river going to Montevideo, Uruguay and enjoy the dusk party there. The following day I will take a bus and go to the well known town of Punta del Este in the Uruguayan Riviera and bask myself under the scorching heat of the southern pole sun.

Once done at Punta del Este I will head back to Montevideo and then board a plane the next day going to Asuncion, Paraguay, enjoy the city for a bit and then take a bus going to Ciudad del Este to see the famous Iguazu Falls and hear it thunder and roar from a distance. After enjoying the panoramic view of the falls I will take a bus again going back to Asuncion and then stay overnight and fly the next day to Rio de Janiero, Brazil. I will prollie stay in Rio for two days and then take a bus going to the capital city Sao Paolo and then stay there for one day.

After enjoying Sao Paolo, Brazil I will then board another plane and fly to Port of Spain, Trinidad and Tobago for the culmination of my travel. I will enjoy the city and find the nest place for a night life and party. As I culminate my more than thirty days trot around South America I will have to celebrate my experience with a bang...... the grandest of all celebration for when I come back to Los Angeles all of these experiences will be remotely stacked at the back of my subconscious mind and then will be forgotten but chronicled safety in my memory.

Whew! That was a grand experience and vacation to die for. I am glad I knew what I am going to do and what I needed to learn and study more about the places I will go to. Planning early makes a difference and I just cannot bottle my excitement anymore. I felt that I needed to go and that I have to really make a lot of effort in saving money to realize my dream vacation. It is mind blowing and of course I needed a pat on the back for all the ideas that were carefully planned out here.