Monday, October 24, 2016

Birthday Blog

Today is my birthday and I cannot say anything about it other than it is 3:00 AM in the morning and I am at work. Just made my round and in a bit will take my thirty minute break to just close my eyes a bit because I am still here for a 12-hour shift. It is a long shift but uneventful so far.

Call me crazy but I usually don't not work on my birthday. It's just that I was forced to be here because of my abnormal Jewish administrator who doesn't care less but his stupid Jewish holidays. Not really minding that his staff were already burnt out of working six straight days. I mean I don't want to ruin my birthday but I can't help it but to be forced in this situation is unfair.

Well, I really don't want to exude more negativity on this birthday day but I just want myself to be more optimistic of everything. I just wanted to keep my birthday more promising and full of life. Good thing I am off today. I have a lot of plans already but I cannot wait for me and my cousin's dinner at Osteria Mozza in Highland and Melrose. I'm really looking forward at it and very excited about it.

I really never had too much expectations for this day aside from getting it through. All I wish for myself is good health and success all the time. I just wanted to make sure that every goal I intend to do needs 100% fulfillment. That's my ultimate vindication for myself and that I am always veering myself for the best of abilities doing it.

Today, I am expecting a barrage of greetings in my Facebook account. I am not really excited about it. What is really important is the thought that counts. I'm really thankful that I have an ample circle of friends that could really remember my birthday and I can really feel that I am blessed having encountered them and included them in my life. God is always good and I am always thankful and humbled about that.

My cousin Val, was the best blessing for. He's the only one that can understand me and the one that I can always confide with my problems. I am so glad he is always there whenever I need him. And to that he will be my date tonight and I am looking for a very lovely and sumptuous birthday dinner with. It will be a very memorable dinner we'll ever have. I am so excited about it anyway.

Without further ado, I would like to thank everybody for greeting me on my birthday. I really thank you all from the bottom of my heart for being there all the time. I feel so lucky for all of you being there in good times and in bad times. And my greatest appreciation as well for believing in me despite of my shortcomings. Thank you and Happy Birthday to me!

Thursday, October 20, 2016

Karma Is A Bitch

Seems eerily bored at work. No admissions and all necessary stuff to be done were all taken cared of. Now nothing to do but dawdle. Instead, I decided to blog.

It's been quite a while that I haven't blog. I've been very very busy for months now and I am not very productive with my blogging responsibilities. I even took for granted my other responsibilities in one of the group wall I created in Facebook. I've heard that people were posting a lot of complains regarding the corruptions that happened in my town.

It's just ironic that the people had voted them in public office, and instead of giving services to these people they're the ones that do services to themselves and their families. They're not selfless enough to fulfill the promises they've given to the people. Disservicing people and getting them out of the equation. Man this people just doesn't deserve it. It breaks my heart to see such hapless situations.

I myself is afraid of karma, and this people just proved that they are not afraid of karma. Karma will wage them a complete turnaround sometime in the future and that's the case they don't foresee. Such a pity! I really believed in an old adage, "What goes around, comes around." and even the simple golden rule of nature "Sow goodness and reap goodness." even doesn't reverberates on these people.

Haist... I'm really bursting with anger right now and I just couldn't keep it to myself so I spilled it out here. Writing is my avenue to get rid of this pent up emotions and hopefully I will be better after I edit this blog.

Instead of downloading my anger to those insensitive people in the social media I think it is more counter productive to just write a blog and talk to myself. In that I can just get away from any trouble. I am a person who does not want any trouble and does not stoop on someone's level so it's just better to just find another avenue to throw all those angst and unload it there. And for me, this is a good avenue.

Thank God, I can blog all of it here. Now I felt better. Although it's temporary at least I felt better. Yay!