I believe that whatever I've been doing lately is what God had intended me to and it's up for me to accept it and make the most out of it so that He will be proud of me.
I have a lot of ups and downs last year and whatever I've experienced during that time had taught me greatly to be thankful in whatever God had provided me and not to complain. Yes, I can accept whatever He had given me and it's up for me to up it to greater heights.
Right now I am blessed to have two jobs and I couldn't complain anymore. I felt better now. Even though I am not well compensated yet I had a very tight knit coworkers which I could really trust and I am more comfortable working with them. I couldn't complain more.
I hope this will be it. I hope I can keep this job forever and will learn to love it as years elapsed. I thought Pediatrics was my niche but I was wrong because I was not happy with it. I wasted seven years working with people who are hung ups and they even put me down in the end. I was very devastated that time but all I can do right now is learn from it and look forward for my good fate.
I tried ER yet I was wrong at choosing it. I think I was always at a wrong place at the wrong time with the wrong people. My preceptor was very indignant of me and had evaluated me badly on my probationary period. It was so poignant to know that there are people who are willing to put me down for their own selfish interest.
I felt I was been abandoned by God that time but I was wrong in the end. I felt I was alone picking up the shattered pieces of myself after all those two failures I've got last year. But I was wrong. I didn't know that God was always there guiding me through to be whole again.
Slowly I get up and I started to accept what had happened without bitterness and committed myself to forge on. Good thing I haven't lose my confidence and saneness and did not give up the sarch for the right place for me.
My best friend had helped me get into a place I call now home, got accepted, and now was been happy working there for five months. I even got a supervisory position and had been overlooking some nice people who are always willing to work with me. I didn't not expect such turn of events and I did not know it's always there.
God is indeed good. I've learned a lot from all my past mistakes and it all had made me even more stronger as I go forward. I hope nobody will gonna hurt me again. I pray that all the people I meet will be more nice and not very judgmental of me. I yearn for a harmonious place for me to share my talents and my skills. I thank God for being there all the time despite I doubted Him in the beginning.
Now I am happy where I am and this good things I enjoyed right now couldn't be possible had I not trusted God after all those downfalls. I really believe it take a downfall for someone to learn about life. And I am a testament for that.....
I never regretted having those failures in my life.... in the ened it made me a strong person I am now. Whatever you do and whatever you are experiencing in life always thank God for it.... for God never sleeps.... He hears your pains all the time... only He will answer you at the right time.
No matter what we believe in there always one Supreme Being who we always turn to in the end. Have a nice day guys! Hope I had gave inspiration to all of you with this post of mine. Take care and ciao!
