Writing A Book Compilation

Well, it seems that I am quite highly inspired lately. I haphazardly decided to write a compilation of stories. It was an ultimate dream for me to do that ever since but since I am always busy at work, the plan of having it into fruition was not pushed through and that I needed to have it realized, maybe not now but fortunately later. Who knows......

I am not quitely hopeful though that this dream compilation will be a one time hit but I am just sufficing my thirst to voluntarily write it. I am greatly inspired by the stories of "Vagina Monologues" and the "Pen-nies Stories" so I decided to make random stories as a counterpart for these famous theater plays. The one that I am starting to write right now is more of a green jokes about the stories relating to any bottoms, so I titled this book as "Queer Anal-logies".

It's highly concentrated on the stories about the human and animat tushies, maybe including inanimate objects as well. Any random stories relating to the "buttocks and bottoms", be it living or non-living, were being included with much determination. It's very interesting, fun filled, facetiously infused, and tremendously jovial. I am so deeply inspired to have it written and as I go along writing them I just can't help smiling secretly inside me because most of the stories relate to my own personal experiences.

It may take a while for me to finish the compilation and I am happy that I had started it. It was my ultimate desire to have it realized and now little-by-little the stories had emerged gradually and I just can't kept writing inspiring dialogues and topics about the subject itself. It was so inspiring to have it done and I know it will be a crawling process but at least it's being started now.

I am so challenged at times before, to have it started, and now that everything is on the right course or track, I can feel that in due time my mere efforts to have it fulfilled would not be in vain. Life is full of extremely unending stories and this sometimes had markedly inspired me to deeply think the meaning of life. Stories can be unending and non-stop, and as we go along to cap it with remarkable deeds, the situation still never hesitate to tell us that it has to continually happen like that, hence the cycle of life is always highly valuable for me to be a priceless inspiration.

Hopefully, I will finish the book after twelve lunar events. I may have a lot of distractions right now so writing is not an easy process for me. I consider myself a humble novice about this but I am here trying to do my utmost best to bring new stories for the book and that my ultimate purpose if given a chance is to finish it soon, emanating a more inspiring stories of a different genre. A more diverse topic would be better I guess.

"Queer Anal-logies" will be a more promising and exciting thing for me to happen and hopefully it will serve it's own purpose and objectives in the future. Writing is indeed dangerous and challenging. I am greatly pumped up to have it realized and done. Hopefully, all will be well and I will be greatly grateful for the joy it will bring to my readers.

I think I needed more inspiration to warm the surrounding atmosphere up and that I can just fully concentrate in writing skillfully alone, which happens to be my arbitrary past time. Hopefully, all is well and happy writing to me.

My Comeuppance For Being So Kind

Still had a dilemma about my existence. Am I going to enjoy being single? Or am I just going to assume the responsibilities of other people which is not even my own responsibilities? Am I that unfortunate to be kind to those people who are lazy and just feel fortunate that I am here assuming what they ought to be functioning?

I am in a crossroad now. Unable to determine my own direction. I have a lot in my mind and I am overwhelmed of all the things that I needed to fulfill but I can't do them at the same time. I am bombarded with questions that even make me confuse. And I cannot think and function as a normal person. I am overwhelmed, apprehensive, and lost.

My world right now is numb and void. I cannot think straight. I am in a trance and I can't determine where to stay put. I guess I am traumatized by the turn of events. Even myself could not believe what happened. I hope I can hurl myself from the dark abyss and tragedy of unassuming kindness and politeness. In the end deciet had ensued. I am scared to be lost.

I am afraid in the end this things will gonna backfire. It's not backfiring in a little way but majorly. I hope it won't happen like that. But my premonition sometimes are eighty percent right so maybe "que serra serra". Oh, God please help me when that time comes.

Life is short, but sometimes we worry too much about other people's lives instead of our own. It is inherent in me to be like that. And sometimes my care was being misunderstood and I get the blame in the end. Had I not intervened their life should be better. Yeah right, after all the things that I offered to you were gone. I am flabbergasted or shall we say disgusted.

Right now, I am stock being the breadwinner despite I decided to be single. Maybe culturally, because I am the only one who had a more decent job in the family and was near the silver spoon. I mean I can help in my own way but not that having these people to be under my mercy all the time. I have a life of my own and so are them. I just didn't get the picture.

I know you all were tired about my complaining. I am just venting up how I feel right now. But in the end it's just me who can hear it anyway. This always happens to me all the time especially when I am burnt out. I guess I need that much needed rest and hopefully things will be perceived differently. Life is always full of surprises.

On The First Person Point Of View

I woke up today so sore.... it seems that my age had already showed the signs of decline. I always felt that I am already old but to some I look so young. That's what they think I guess... but I have a share of aches and pains now... just like what old people were complaining.

I never think I could be like this... very sore at a slight effort. I must be tired. I must need a long rest. I guess I've been working so hard lately that my body was not accustomed to get taxed so much. I know I worked a lot and I know my body was already tired about it.

I can't deny the fact that I am tired and I need a much needed rest I guess. I hope I just can stay at home and recuperate my fatigue but I just can't. I have to work because I have to save money for everything. For my nieces and nephews to go to school, for my bills, and for my self.

I know it's hard to believe what I am doing but I have my own reasons. I just can't help complaining it here because this is my own outlet to voice it out. I am just being a handful I guess. Hehehe. And don't listen to me. If you're tired reading my blogs then don't read it, ok.

Life is always what we make it. No matter what happen it always end up with our own decisions and not somebody else. I am just bummed out about what is happening with my life lately. I am so tired of pushing myself to the limits tackling the problems that's not even mine. Isn't that odd?

I am just being so grouchy maybe... and please don't mind me. You can laugh at me or might call me crazy. It's okay, I can take it because I know deep inside you already think that I am. Hehehe. But you can only do that because you have no means to tell me. I know you wanted to tell me, but sorry you can't. Just feel good because I know I can handle it on my own. And please do not worry about me. Thanks anyway for worrying. I appreciate it so much.

I am also thankful that you're with me all the time. The time you've spend reading my blogs meant so much to me. Thanks as well for knowing me and hope some day I could feel your concern and hear your advise. I hope someday we can have a cup of coffee together and talk about the rigors of life. Isn't that great!

Okay, I have to go now and see next time on my next blog. Take care then and stay good. Oh, good luck on your success today and I am happy that you always aim high every day. Bye bye now and take care.

Timing..... Matters Most

Things has to happen unpredictably by chance and they happen because it has to happen. It means that God had planned it to happen. No matter the outcome was, be it good or bad, it still it has to happen and timing will make a huge difference. Timing, whether a minute second or an impatient wait for a year still it matters. And it is very intriguing to think about it.

I myself had a share of adventure and unforgetful stories about timing that really had impacted why I've become as me. Can't complain though. I'm kind of stoked about it but it had made my life more meaningful and inspiring. Time is always the essence of life and we have to make use of it for life is short guys.

I am a firm believer that a prepared person always succeed and I can attest to that. Despite being hurried sometimes still being organized exceptionally exceed other people's expectations. That's reality and I truly understand it.

The other day we got surveyed at the facility. It was a surprise visit by the Health Department and we were not prepared. They've found a lot of issues about resident's welface at the facility and it impacted the score of the nursing home I am working with. One of the surveyor was very keen at little things and I got reprimanded as well because of not answering the call lights.

She grilled me inside a room and warned me including my colleagues threateningly about the not respond to resident's needs. She didn't even investigated what really matters and she was just very rude to us. It was a scary experiences which I'm trying to forget and brush off. I just could not swallow the words she uttered to me about our facility and she talk trash.

That's what I said that timing is really important. Had we knew they were coming we should have been prepared. But it's already too late I guess.