Everyday when I go to work life seems like a wheel turning and turning round and round. Life is kind of routinary but there's always a lot of challenges in store. I mean I love living life and I am very thankful for what I have.
Yes, everyday is always a challenge and I love that. Challenge is always positive to me even though how hard it is. Life is always a struggle but oh well I love struggling. I love surviving for the fittest. I love all the bloody challenges. Hehehe.
Challenges makes me strong. It makes me learn things I needed to know every day. I like to imbue with it because it makes me vulnerable to learning and surviving and I love that as a challenge. I know life is continuous and we must face whatever trials and tribulations we have on our way as we usher ourselves to the cycle of life itself.
I cannot say something more but all I can say is that I am contented of my life right now. I am very much thankful that I am living independently right now and I have the autonomy to do everything that I want. It seems that I am acting like a toddler now trying to fulfill my developmental milestones as indicated by Erick Erickson in his "Different Stages of Life".
Sometimes being alone is a challenge because I got bored sometimes on what to do. Although there were a lot of options and opportunities life ha sto offer. Life is indeed always monotonous. I don't know why I have felt that but that's how I feel every now and then.
I missed my old self when I was still growing up in the Philippines. I missed being with my friends and not to worry about work and about bills. I missed living with my mom and just be under her mercy all the time. I missed doing the simple but very nurturing things that makes me happy all the time. I just missed all of that!
Well, can't complain now because my life is here now. All I just needed to do is to keep living my life in a more simple but very productive way. I chose to live here in the United States so I have to face the consequences of my decisions and trying to live up to the expectations of my daily routines as well as my work guidelines.
Aaaah.... life is indeed a wheel. Sometimes you're up and sometimes you're down. Sometimes it is happy and sometimes it is sad. Sometimes opportunities pours and sometimes it's hard to find. Life is indeed a mind-boggling puzzle..... a big maze..... a huge challenge.
Well... no more fuss here because I chose to be like this. Life is indeed beautiful even though we have to hurdle some tribulations. That even make it more eye catching and adorable. Don't you agree?
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